BabyQ

Went to my friend's house for BBQ.

Barbecue, that gives me a heaty experience.

Seeing the charcoal,

from black => red => grey

The fiery purple flame.

Those barbecued food taste extremely good!

Especially those covered with honey or mayonnaise.

I kinda like the purple flame, so cool!

My soul, It burns

Never knew it'll be so quiet without you,
Seriously, I discovered a new phobia in me,
the silence, the quietness,
it burns my soul,
like a heated rod in my wrist.
My road of life,
contain many road bumps, obstacles,
and even traffic lights,
which stops me from seeing heaven.


Sometimes,
You hurtfully sung,
the Song of Pain to me,
piercing my faint heart,
causing grievous wounds, scars and slash,
to me without even a slightest realisation.

My emotional days are back,
the darkness soon corrupt me,
When will I heal?

My soul,
it burns,
it hurts,
time is near,
cant online like always already,
a camp is waiting me.
I wish I could cherish with you,
in these awful, painful time,
but every time I tries,
it gets worst.

Someone please,
if you can notice it,
save my soul.....

Power of Disconnection

You never know how irritating or how angry I am when my modem is having disconnections.
Its like forever and everlasting.
Its like some DNMCH CCB WTF WTH.
That "DSL" light blinks overtime again and again.
And guess what? It took me a heck of time posting this Post. Damn it!
Modem = Time Waster/Irritater/Bloody Buggar
Why I hate disconnections?
1) DOTA time give people diu or scold till wan die [some even scold Ham Ka Chan]
2) Cancel/Stop the downloading process
3) Urgent matter cannot do

Damn angry, my modem disconnects more often during the holidays!
What the bloody hell?! I pay RM150++ for this modem, in return?
I get some super extra lousy service.
Is it because my place line sucks? or tmnet sucks?

Friends also say, your line damn noob!
Under the daily pressure, this modem also dc
Can that modem stop its bloody disconnections?
Keep on dc and dc and dc

Please! Modem!
Stop your bloody disconnections and start being a good modem!
Stop your irritating behaviour! It sux! It doesnt makes you cool!
My modemize modern modem!
Please be a good one!
Damn you wei! I wanna post time time, you go dc again

Tag Bag

So this is the first time I'm being tagged.
Followed by those weird question.
So lame, so stupid,
for what you taggers want to know all these stuff?
Whatever it is, lets get it started

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time : 2202
Name : Alan [Adrian] Ong
Sisters : 0
Brothers : 1
Shoe size : Big enough to stand +_+
Height : 170+
Where do you live : OUG
Favourite drinks : 100 Plus, Sprite, Shandy, Green Tea, and Ice Lemon Tea
Favourite breakfast : Bread? No idea
Have you ever been on a plane : Of course
Swam in the ocean : No
Fallen asleep in school : Its normal isn't it?
Broken someones heart : Never
Fell off your chair : 3-4 times
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : For what? Thats lifeless
Saved e-mails : Yes
What is your room like : Light Green
What's right beside you : Headphone, bottle of water and a white stone [i also dunno why its there]
What is the last thing you ate : Pizza, spaghetti and mushroom soup
Ever had chicken pox : When I was young
Sore throat : Just recovered
Stitches : Don't have
Broken nose : A big No
Do you believe in love at first sight : 80% believe, 20% not
Like picnics : Maybe
Who was the last person you danced with : My *girl friend*, few months ago
Last made you smile : My parents, during dinner
You last yelled at : Mark Ishwa! Dat Bastard!

TODAY DID YOU
Talk to someone you like : No
Kissed anyone : No, but I wish I could
Get sick : Yes, but recovered
Talked to an ex : No
Miss someone : No
Do you sleep with stuffed animals : Never tried
What's under your bed : Nothing
Who do you really hate : Mark Ishwa, and 1 guy whom I've fight with
What time is it now : 2016

RANDOMS
Q :Is there a person who is on your mind right now : Not yet
Q : Do you have any siblings : Yes
Q : Do you want children : Absolutely a big YES!
Q : Do you smile often : Of course
Q : Do you like your hand-writing : Yes, but I'm still hoping to improve it
Q : Are your toenails painted : Only girls do that, arent it?
Q : Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : Err, for what you want to know?
Q : What colour shirt are you wearing : Yellow
Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday : Dinner-ing
Q: I can't wait to : get a girlfriend
Q: When did you cry last : 2 months ago, I think.
Q: Are you a friendly person: I think
Q: Do you have any pets : Yes, I love my dogs
Q: Where is the person you have feelings for right now : Currently, NO
Q: Did the last person you held hands with you mean anything to you now? : Nope
Q: Do you sleep with the TV on? : Never
Q: Who was the last person you cried in front of? : My mum [?]
Q: How many people can you say you've really loved? : Enough to answer this question
Q: Do you eat healthy? : Yes! I'm a vegetarian
Q: Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: I dont even hav an Ex
Q: Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? : Once
Q: How often do you go to temple? : Every Sunday
Q: If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? : Nobody
Q: Are you loud or quiet most of the time? : Most of the time I'm medium-loud, but sometimes I'm quiet.
Q: Are you confident?: 70%
Q: What are you doing right now? : Typing this post
Q: Have you ever crawled through a window? : Never, I'm not Spiderman
Q: Can you handle the truth? : Most of the time, yes
Q: Are you closer to your mother or father? : Mummy

THINGS YOU DID 10 YEARS AGO
1. play truent
2. fighting

THINGS ON MY TO DO LIST TODAY
1. Computer

5 SNACKS I ENJOY [I don't like snacks]
1. *empty*
2. *empty*
3. *empty*
4. *empty*
5. *empty*

5 THINGS I WOULD DO IF I WERE A BILLIONAIRE
1. Donate to the poor and the temple
2. Renovate my house
3. Bring my friends to outings and stuffs
4. *empty*
5. *empty*

5 PLACES I HAVE LIVED IN
1. Hotel
2. My house
3. Grandfather's house
4. Malaysia
5. Friend's house

5 JOBS I HAVE HAD
1. Student
2. Volunteer
3. *empty*
4. *empty*
5. *empty*

PEOPLE I TAG
Zelyne =X
Whoever feels like to be tagged.

Quotable Quotes

~~The true measure of a man is how he treats

someone who can do him absolutely no good~~

Kinda weird, but true as well.

But i think most of the man wont even bother trying this.

Bedroom Talk

Talking huh?
I've been chatting with a girl for like an hour through the phone.
Never realize time flies, just like that, an hour has gone.
Lying on the bed, discussing lifes.
Still, all the conversation was all about craps.

Dont feel like blogging these days.
Lazy? No idea?
Maybe, I just don't feel like it.

Bedroom Talk - The Starting Line <=== nice!

Sorrowful

I've always respected my mummy.

She has been a very caring one.

Who will rather sacrifice time to help me.

Recently, I quarreled with my mum.

It starts from a small misunderstood,

but it was exagerrated into big issues.

Never I knew deep in both of us,

We're both hurt,

like we're being shot with thousands of arrow.

So I'm now here, blogging,

seeking forgiveness.

Yet Not Earnest - Part 2

A midnight suprise,
Given by you to me,
In a form of sms,
It shocked me,
Because it reads,
I'm Back To My Home.
Arent you suppose to be in Singapore?
She gracefully replied me by typing
Its 9:00pm not 9th of December.
My heart starting to produce mixed feelings,
Happy, Relief, Weird, and Suprised.
Happy of her return,
Relief of her safe journey,
Weird of her sms words,
Suprised by her sudden sms.

That night before your sms came,
I've been thinking,
How am I gonna be quiet,
when you're gone.
Approximately 21 days,
Approximately 3 weeks.
I cant actually tackle a sudden event.
But your sms medicine came,
right just in time,
Curing my sickness,
Like clouds,
Pouring its raindrops to the earth,
Helping the trees to grow,
Assuring that life continues.

After a night of headache,
Life continues,
People will still wake up,
To eat, drink, walk, and talk.
These things ain't permanent.
Either way,
I'm relieved that She,
came back safely,
came back happily.

~~End~~

Zany Extreme Loss - Part 1

Cant believe it went so sudden,
My heartbeat stopped,
Seeing your sms,
It reads your departure to Singapore,
just an hour before your flight.
Leaving me immediately,
striking me like sudden thunderstorm,
I was left alone,
emotionless and empty.
The whole day,
I was so quiet and idle,
As if I lost my voice.

In your sms,
It had written,
Return on 9th,
A seemingly long duration,
for a guy to wait for,
like a bird building its nest.
Perhaps your sudden leave,
a test of my life,
to wait patiently,
to live on,
to strive with bravery,
to face this sudden event.

Your departure,
teaches me something valueable,
that is to understand,
Understand how a person affects one's life.
You teaches me this virtue,
to thank a person,
to appreciate a person,
who constantly tries to help you,
who sacrifices time to solve your problems,
who tries to make you laugh.

Time will not wait for people,
If this world has a time machine,
I wish I could go back,
back to early this morning,
to say to you,
Hope you enjoy,
I wish you a happy trip.
Time doesnt stop,
After all,
I dont have a second chance.


~~~~~~~~~Part 1 of the loss~~~~~~~~~~

Vacuous

I'm very expresionless these day.

I cant move my heart to blog,

Most important is I don't even know what to blog about.

This is a picture I managed to dig out from my old files.

A piece of memory in my school library...

Animalicious

Madagascar! Mother Gas Car! Ma De Guess Kar!

Woohoo! Freaking hilarious! 100% entertainment!

Escape from Kuala Lumpur! Escape to Africa!

Alex real name is actually 'Alakay' [elagay?]

Thousands of zebras!

That Melmon actually loves Gloria?!!

The Penguin team! Professional aeroplane repairer!

6 to 9 months ==> 69 MONTHS?!!

Grandmother! She has superb strength!

She spank Makunga's Ass till red!

Lol! Anyway, love has no boundaries right?

Most Importantly,
I LIKE TO MOVE IT! MOVE IT!
WE LIKE TO? MOVE IT!

~

Friends/Watchers/Jokers:

Jonathan

Andrew

Wee

Going back home

Waiting for transport

~

Move it! Move it!

Idle

I'm

Damn

Lonely

E're

Never expect I would thought of this.

Sitting in front of my computer,

Always playing games like forever,

I've fever,

I pray for fast recover,

Waiting for the time to fly over.

Good bye U.S president, George W. Bush~

I'll miss your wink ;)

Fear and Worry

I found a book titled "How to Live Without FEAR & WORRY"

I read some facts of it. Its kinda true somehow.

The Day after Exam

Luke called me went I juz woke up, asking me to go midvalley.

Deng! Called at 9-10 something, and say gonna reach my house at 11:45.
What the?! If like that call so early for what? Deng, make me cannot sleep.

Went to watch this movie. Don't know what to say about this,

Why always my opinion is different from other people?

I think this movie is great and exciting,

But Luke say its boring! DAMN BORING!

One thing which is quite nasty about this movie is when

Ms. Field [one of the Bond's girl] die of oil! Her body is pure black! [OIL!]

Another thing is when the Dominic Greene accidentally axe'd his own toe.

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After finish watching, went to meetup with friends at the POOL place.

It seems Ashton Loh started playing Pool one month ago,
Hes an exaggerator man. Played 1 month, say played 1 year.

I saw some primary school friends, Aaron Y, Dhiren and some other guy.

Woah! Some of them were Pool Proz.

I learnt that some of my friend smokes actually smoke [quite a suprise] and

Aaron Yeo actually broke his hand [i've not been seeing him since Primary]

Well, cool is the word. All of my friends were cool [except me?]

Went back at 3:45pm, i'm so damn tired.

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Cant believe the time fly so extremely fast.

Its 11:35p.m. now, and I'm here, blogging.

Dota later with vinz, lewk, mf, gomez, they all.

So good nitez! And have a nice day.

Bond'ed!

Pastimes

I found this picture in my computer.

It was taken during my brother's visit to my house [he stays apart from my family]

This dog, was actually brought by him to us.

Its been a 7 years, and the dog still remembers my brother.
Look! The dog is smiling, happily.

This pic was taken after he gave me a new haircut.

That is the day, the revolution of my botak hairstyle.

Since that day, I've started to grow my hair.

After 3 years of botak-ing.

Eventhough we stays apart,

Eventhough we have different interests,

Eventhough we quarrel and hate each other,

Eventhough I used to hated the hairstyle,

You'll always be my Brother,

The only brother in my family.

Blamed

Last day of school!
Well, not officially but it is for my class.
Today damn f-tab,
I was buying food at the canteen,
while I was walking pass Aaron, Chun Wei, and Darren,
They say I wuz spamming Pohyee's blog,
Man, who the heck so free? I dun even know her!
Deng! Dun blame the kao me up la!
Eventhough I denied,
They still looking at me with suspicious eyes.
The feeling of being blamed = SUX
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School ends,
Library got party,
Went there, but ended nothing.
DIUZ! Wht the F?!
I miss my bus because of that.
Deng! At the bus-stop,
I dont know whether is an illusion or not,
But I think I juz saw somebody who is so damn familiar.
Forget it, small matters doesnt deserved to be exaggerated.

So have a happy holiday, have a Kit Kat!

Bury The Hatchet

Exam is ending soon
On this thursday,
What about friday?
~Screw the Friday!~
We'll carry on with our crazy normal life.
I've good frens, all proz no noobx
They're true jokers,
Itz good to have them as classmates.

So the "Halloween event " had passed,
Manage to scare out somebody with horror stories.
Anybody can buy me pumpkin juice?
Wanna taste it for a long time already...

I guess this holiday will be a boring one.
Anybody? Hang Out? Sunway? Pool?

Relient K - Which To Bury, Us or the Hatchet