Decided Future

When school ends,
I'm gonna disappear from all my friends,
schoolmates as well as tuition mates,
except a few people after school ends.

I'm gonna fly somewhere,
where I keep a low profile,
where nobody knows me,
I hate my childhood moments.

I hate everybody in my childhood,
many contributed to my hatred,
I thank them with fading away,
I'm forever unworthy to the public.

I'm having trouble controlling my anger,
I just don't know why, very troubled,
Recently I've swear many times already,
seriously, where is my old self?