Crush

Could *somebody*,
whom I've crushed for a long time,
fall to me? I know its impossible,
tried to walk away from her,
tried to stop thinking of her,
but this crush ain't going away.

I've been seeking a partner,
whom I can spill,
my heart to her,
my life to her,
my quiet self,
I'll cherish her,
for I know,
girlfriend is hard to find,
for a shy, weird, talkative guy like me.

All my friends have girlfriends,
I envy them...